Since YOU bin gone……

Since YOU bin gone……

I don’t understand why people who take rational decisions most of the time loose their brain to take important decisions irrationally when in Love. My life is similar to what one would call ‘Story of faded GLORY’ because of these irrationalities.

Someone once told me that whatever you do or whatever you become in life, you at least need a person back home with whom you can share your piece of mind. After living in Germany for the past 4 months, I realised that Life is not about existing but about living. One needs to complete the circle of life.

I never thought I would meet someone after she left my life. I have always lived in yesterday but this time it was special, I actually thought about future with HER. I once got drunk and called HER to tell HER that SHE is not the person I would spend my life with, prob. to honour my EGO, but things changed drastically after that.

Like other people, I also started taking decisions which many of you would consider irrational. Since SHE is working, I needed to settle fast, so I thought of dropping my masters and joining IMS asap so as to come on my feet. I had my future plans altered just for HER. I thought of dropping my plans for MBA and getting an expat work-X on my resume to get a better job back home. Yesterday, I even went online to book a flight to India to be back with her to tell her how I feel about her. Truthfully speaking, I would have gone ahead with it BUT ....

A couple of days ago, one of my X msged me saying that she wants to be back with me. Yesterday when I called her to tell my decision, I would be someone special soon, at about same time SHE told me that it cannot work out between us as SHE is being pressured by HER parents to get married. Well initially I thought that I would talk to HER about it and try to convince her to talk to HER parents but then I thought it’s HER decision in the end and deciding it for HER would morally presumptuous.

Well I don’t know how to tell HER that Future with HER would be amazing as SHE very well completes me as a person. SHE is smart, beautiful and the most imp. The ONE with whom I can share my peace of mind. But like past I have left decision to HER….

My views on India biggest FAG enabler !!!!!

“Hate the sin and not the sinner” This is undoubtedly one of the best quotes that Gandhi. Though in today’s world, it doesn’t have that much standing with authorities not trying to solve the problem ‘Why there is terrorism?’ But rather trying to kill as many terrorists as possible. Like Gandhi, I also think that it is not going to solve the problem as the IDEA behind it all stays put.

Over the years I have read many critiques point that Gandhi was responsible for the partition of India, if he had the will he could have stopped the execution of Bhagat Singh etc etc. But recently, I read something totally ridiculous that Gandhi was the biggest promoter of Fags in India (http://www.godhatestheworld.com/india/index.html), its also funny at the same time.

I have never been a big fan of (Mahatma) Gandhi myself, not because I am follower of Veer Sarvarker, Hindu Mahasabha or even RSS but he is much more than what is and was perceived by the World. After reading a lot about the history of India, I came across a person by the name of Chanakya. I am sure most of you reading know this character even though is not a king of a big empire. In many terms he was similar to Gandhi. He never ruled a kingdom but was the chief architect in the creation of the Gupta Empire after he sworn to take revenge on The Nanda King. Similarly Gandhi was also the never ruled India but again was the main person behind the revolution. Most of you would find it amazing that Gandhi never took stood in the Indian National Congress elections though he was present in most of them. In 1942, he came in support of the person standing against Mr. Bose and told everyone to vote for the guy as if you are voting for me and still lost the elections though Mr. Bose resigned after a couple of months due to opposition by the Gandhian followers.

I would term these people as ‘KINGMAKER’ and find them interesting because these are the people who make essential decisions but if they end up screwing something, its always the KING who is always blamed. In current times, I find people like Sonia Gandhi and Amar Singh following the same philosophy.

THNINK ABOUT IT ….